Hello people,

I usually need (according to my body) about 10-12 hours of sleep. If I sleep less than nine, it's virtually impossible getting up, and I get very tired. But then, I'm always tired, always have been, constantly. For the past year, maybe two years, I've been having such intense dreams I don't get rested.

I eat very well, only bio-dynamically grown food, mostly vegan (only since May though), I don't exercise much, but one or two times a week. I don't use drugs of any kind, don't drink coffee or anything. I've been depressed for the past 7 months and lost the will to do anything (although I am coming out of it now). I have felt raw, naked, unprotected and an absolute lack of energy since the spring of 2011.

It just feels like my brain never sleeps. I have fantasies about sleeping. After having slept 12 hours I wake up with the desire of going back to sleep and never waking up again. Every morning when I wake up, I write for half an hour as a meditation. What's been coming up consistently for the past six months is the yearning to go back to sleep forever. I woke up in the middle of the night and found this forum and I don't know what to do, am so sick of this. It feels like sleeping is better than being awake. I'm always tired, at all times of the day. I'm very stressed and feel very frustrated in life.

I would GREATLY appreciate some advice on what the hell I could do about this.

Thanks,